I am a very different person than I was a year ago. Very different indeed. My heart is bigger, but more cautious; my knowledge is more vast, but not as easy to grasp; my love is redirected, and growing every day; my god is a distant memory that I'm not sure I'll ever grasp again. My family, my friends, my entire concept of life has changed like the course of the sun. It feels like something so big and out of my control, but so wonderful and secure...I want to wrap myself in this feeling of contentedness with how life is developing. I feel more able to ingest and decipher life - in being more critical and balanced about my thoughts and decisions. I wonder if this feeling is adulthood settling in? In any case, this settling in has me unsettled, hot, bothered, and feeling fabulous. I'm excited to see where time will take me.